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May. 10th, 2007 | 09:55 pm
how I feel: irritatedirritated

this post is for someone who has me on her friends list  I wont list a name, it pains and angers me to even see your name in my user info anymore, so please, I am asking nicely, I have already removed you from mine, and I would appreciate it if you would remove me from yours, thank you

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from: anonymous
date: Jun. 7th, 2007 06:31 pm (UTC)
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The Ducks trounce the Ottawa Senators 6-2 in Game 5 at Honda Center to bring the Stanley Cup to Anaheim.

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Jericho Grey Foxx

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from: whitepaw_wolf
date: Jun. 7th, 2007 06:58 pm (UTC)
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I know who posted this, and all I have to say to you is FUCK OFF!

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from: anonymous
date: Jun. 7th, 2007 07:25 pm (UTC)
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I still have no idea what on earth I may have done to you but obviously you don't think enough of me to let me know.

Good day to you, sir.

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Jericho Grey Foxx

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from: whitepaw_wolf
date: Jun. 8th, 2007 09:59 am (UTC)
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was I really that bad that you can't remember? honestly? what did I do to make you turn your back on me? was I just a tool to be used for you to get what you wanted? something to be used and thrown away? did you not consider how I would feel when you got done? please tell me what happened that I suddenly became someone you cared about to someone you used to know? to care for someone so much and to have them turn their back on you, can you even comprehend how much that hurt? hell, to LOVE somone dammit! It makes me sick to my stomach when I think that I actually loved you when, in reality, you probably wanted nothing to do with me. I can not even begin to describe the pain its caused. This is why I could no longer stand to see your name in my friends list, why I bliocked you on AIM, and asked you to remove yourself from my friends list here. so please, I am asking nicely, save both of us some time, do not comment in my posts again.
"I saw you walkin down the street last night,
I saw him walkin by your side,
I saw the way he stoped and held you tight.
I saw the look in your eyes,
Go on and tell him that you love him,
Go on and show him he's the one,
Go on and give him every little thing that you used to save for us.
And see if I care, look at the way you're tearin me apart, baby
See if I care, look at the tears fallin in this heart, baby
Go on go on go on, yeah go on go on go on, and see if I care.
I still can hear the way you whisper, softly in my ear,
I lay awake and I remember the way it felt to hold you near.
Go on and run your fingers through his hair,
Go on and lay by his side,
Go on and wrap him in your dark surrender, and all your tender lies.
And see if I care, look at the way you're tearin me apart, baby
See if I care, look at the tears fallin in this heart, baby
Go on go on go on, well go on go on go on, and see if I care.
Look at the way you're tearin me apart, baby
See if I care, look at the tears fallin in this heart, baby,
go on go on go on, yeah, go on go on go on, well, go on, and see if I care"

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from: anonymous
date: Jun. 8th, 2007 04:31 pm (UTC)
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http://angelwolf2003.livejournal.com/172872.html

I tried to explain... I think I more rambled.

I'm sorry... I never meant to do this to you. I didn't even know that I had... I guess I'm just that out of touch with my actions... >.>

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Jericho Grey Foxx

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from: whitepaw_wolf
date: Jun. 8th, 2007 06:09 pm (UTC)
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I'm going to be honest with you, I dont hate you, I've wanted to, and I did for a while at first, but I dont anymore. All that missplaced affection was for nothing, and I find that painful. but I'm finally getting over it all. all I want, all I NEED, is to know why. Why you let me think you liked me, instead of telling me that your ex wasnt really your ex. I know I said not to comment here anymore, but I just want you to explain why you let me care for you so much, hell, why you let me fall in love with you, then pulled the rug out from under me

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from: anonymous
date: Jun. 8th, 2007 09:26 pm (UTC)
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I did like you. And still do. At the time I met you, I wasn't with my boyfriend. Him and I have broken up several times before but since both him and I refuse to be the one to leave our place, we end up getting back together within 2 to 3 months. I think if I actually did get away, I wouldn't get back together with him but I think I'm also in the mindset of "Where would I go?"

I'd dare say that I like you more then I like him most of the time, seeing as how I can't imagine you ever being unfaithful to me.

I don't know why I didn't tell you right away when him and I got back together. Maybe I meant to and just never signed back on to AIM to tell you. Either way, there's no excuse for what I did.

I didn't mean to hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you. And if I could go back and change things, I would so in an instant.

I don't expect your forgiveness, as much as I would like it. I just want you to know that I never in my life wanted to hurt you like I did. I'm sorry. And I don't think I will ever fully be able to show you just how sorry I am.

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Jericho Grey Foxx

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from: whitepaw_wolf
date: Jun. 9th, 2007 01:53 am (UTC)
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thank you, thats all I wanted, I can finally move on. No matter what I told myself, I've never really stoped thinking about you, never stoped careing. I may have been very angery and hurt, but I never stoped. I didnt want to care, so burried my heart where I hoped I'd never find it. Now that I understand better what happened, I think I can look for it again. Though you may never have my trust again, you have my forgivness.

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Jericho Grey Foxx

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from: whitepaw_wolf
date: Jun. 11th, 2007 08:38 am (UTC)
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ok, heres the deal, I dont trust you. However, you seemed genuinely sorry for the pain I suffered at your hands, so, if you are willing to put some effort into trying to be my friend again, I'm willing to give you a chance to earn back said trust. If you do not want to put the effort in, however, then neither do I, so lets not waste the time trying. Now, if you WANT to be my friend again, reply to this. Let me make myself clear, though, if I leave here, its done, Im gone, thats that. I'm no quitter, but I'm tired of it all. Just let me know what you want.

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from: anonymous
date: Jun. 11th, 2007 10:43 pm (UTC)
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I would love to be given the opportunity to be able to redeem myself in your eyes and to perhaps someday be considered one of your friends again. And I thank you very much for allowing me to make this attempt ^.^

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Jericho Grey Foxx

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from: whitepaw_wolf
date: Jun. 11th, 2007 11:38 pm (UTC)
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very well then, I've readded you to my friends list here

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